First day of probation

Today, I finally got my licence. ^^ I managed to fetch my lil bro to two of his tuitions and fetch him back home. At first, I was using my grandpa's manual. But, I hate changing those stupid gears and it was really difficult to make a turn because there's no power stereng.Damn! Then, i drove the black one! Much better for sure. But, Hiah! im admitting my skills need alot more polishing. After my first driving in the darkness,[i meant in the night] the feeling was kind of good and kind of bad. I'm not sure. But, I'm sure that I'm freaking scared of all those motorbikes which ride extremely close to my car and hell? don't they look before they turn out from the junction. There was this stupid motorbike just rushed out from the junction then I was like STUNNED! then quickly brake...then
mum: Why you suddenly brake?
me: There....the stupid motorbike simply come out one
mum:You just continue ur way lar...drive back your lane then can lor
me:But.....the stupid motorbike!!!!!
mum:yalar...this people drive like you...don't have car then want to quickly rush out
me:stupid motorbike!!!!!

The motorbike was then behind me ...okay lor..nothing one..But,don't know why I sensed the stupid fela was so close to the car so I was like trying to go away from it..you know...in case I accidentally bang him or what lar...then my mum was like pulling the stereng back into the left lane...then, only I realised im going nearer and nearer into the right lane...then...ZOOM there's a car driving in high speed passed by...MAN! this is really HEART-TREMBLING![er...i don't think that there's a word like that.But,anyway, it's kinda cool]

Then, when I was back home...I kept thinking about all my mistakes...then, I felt pretty awful.Then,
me: mum, is my driving really horrible?
mum:You think by yourselve lar...what do you think?
my lil bro:quite good 1...but,sometimes quite scary
me:i think it's kind of scary one
mum:woah,you also feel that it's scary..nevermind lar..first day wert, maybe the second day better?
me:don't worry I'll get use of this car pretty soon

So,this is my first official probation for driving! =) actually it wasn't that bad....i'll improved pretty soon...=)